Wednesday, February 14, 2007

this is what happens when you second guess your blogging

I've had so many thoughts rampaging through my buck-shot mind recently that everytime I try to follow one jagged path I get pulled down another. So I start one, and can't ever seem to finsih and eventually just leave it alone, clogging up my concentration like a wicked case of mental blue-balls. So instead of twenty pages of philosophy and self-discovery, here's one page of simple confession. Things that've been on my mind recently:

-I need to take time for myself so I can start taking pride in myself.

-I want to finish all of the books I have started

-I hate playing the dating game, yet right now I want nothing more than to meet someone nice. I hate that this enthusiasm is what is driving people away.

-I want to go rock climbing again

-I wish it felt like my friends were as excited about what I am involved in as I am about them

-The more I discover about myself, the more I realize the infinite more I have left to discover

-When people don't respond to what I write on here, it makes me feel like a bad writer.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I love your books. I hope you meet someone nice, too. Because I can't think of anyone who deserves to meet someone more than you. I'll climb rocks with you when I'm there. I'm excited about everything you do, even if I don't show it. You're an amazing writer. And I love you. And I miss you. Every time I get on the freeway I think about not showing up to work and driving to LA.